Hockey participant Jesse Kortuem, who performed as a defenseman and middle in a number of leagues earlier than strolling away from the game, has publicly come out as homosexual, crediting “Heated Rivalry” as partially inspiring his assertion.
The athlete took to Fb on Tuesday, the place he opened up about embracing his sexuality after hiding it for years amid his athletic pursuits.
“In hockey, there may be nothing like hitting the ice after the Zamboni leaves behind a recent, clean sheet of ice,” Kortuem wrote on social media. “For a lot of hockey gamers, the sound of skates carving on that recent ice is only a regular a part of warm-ups earlier than a sport or follow. However for me, it’s the sound of a spot the place I felt I needed to cover.”
As Kortuem continued, he famous that he has since returned to hockey by way of The Slicing Edges Hockey Membership, who he thanked for internet hosting him at their Winter Basic in Solar Peaks, BC — the place he notably wore a jersey that represented each his sport and his neighborhood.
“It felt like a bridge being constructed over a spot I had lived with for many years,” he added. “I’m a non-public individual. Those that know me finest know that I don’t share a lot if something publicly on social media, however currently, one thing has sparked in me (okay – sure credit score to #HeatedRivalry). I spotted it’s lastly time to share a journey I’ve stored near the vest for a very long time.”
Per Kortuem, whereas he cherished hockey greater than something, he confessed that he lived in “persistent concern” that his sexuality can be found.
He famous: “I questioned how I could possibly be homosexual and nonetheless play such a tricky and masculine sport. To my youthful self, that identification may by no means be revealed. I didn’t suppose these two worlds may occupy the identical individual, not to mention the identical locker room. Popping out within the 2000s didn’t really feel like an choice, particularly with so little constructive illustration within the media on the time.”
Later in life, Kortuem performed at a “excessive degree,” however felt too insecure to come back out publicly. (He did be aware that these in his interior circle had been effectively conscious that he was homosexual.)
“Like many closeted athletes, revealing who I actually was to my workforce would change all the pieces straight away, their opinion of me, may deliver adverse consideration to the workforce with the ‘homosexual participant,’” he shared. “So I by no means took the possibility. I spent each week in a locker room with guys I revered, but I nonetheless didn’t really feel protected sufficient to inform them who I actually was.”
Kortuem stated he started to “reconcile these two halves of [his] life” after selecting to take part in a homosexual hockey event in 2017, noting that “from that second ahead, [his] life has by no means been the identical.”
On his choice to come back out, he stated, “I wish to converse to the athletes on the market who’re nonetheless within the closet or struggling to seek out their means.” Learn his full assertion right here.
Kortuem additional praised the affect of “Heated Rivalry” in an interview with Out Journal about his popping out, noting, “I do know many closeted and homosexual males within the hockey world are being hit onerous by ‘Heated Rivalry’s success. By no means in my life did I feel one thing so constructive and loving may come from such a masculine sport. I’ve struggled the previous couple of weeks to place these feelings into phrases, fearing the impression on workforce dynamics, and many others.”
Based mostly on the “Sport Changers” guide sequence, “Heated Rivalry” follows two hockey stars (performed by Hudson Williams and Connor Storrie) as they fall right into a secret romance that spans years.
The present has already nabbed a Season 2 renewal from Crave and HBO Max, the place all of the episodes from Season 1 can be found to stream.
